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自从上周剪了头发就再也没开心过,先是第一次穿上志愿者制服的窘迫,仿佛一只毛被拔光了的小鸡,在众人的目光下,不知所措...
是我太在意了,还是我真的很ugly,我倾向于后者
之后,发现自己正处在最差的状态下:外形不仅一年中最烂,心情也是一年中最糟,加上恼人的38度的天气,真想去死
当然还不得不提他,一个我一直想从我的世界中除去却总是难以实现的人,没办法,谁叫我们天天住在一起
我就这样被他折磨着,他说话的声音,他走路的感觉,甚至他与我不经意的靠近都会令我做恶...
不过,做我自己
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一。离
让我不可以理解的是,当初是你主动走进我的
当我逐渐认发现你的意图后,我试图开始接受你,
但当我试图走进你,你却似乎要和我保持距离.
我不知道这是怎样的原因.
不过,一切都还没发展的太快,以至于不可收拾的地步,
在我心中,你还没那么重要
二 。异
大学里面的人都很不同,
尽管自己一再努力的寻找和我有些相似点的人,但结果往往令人失望.
我们有太多的不同:家庭背景,成长环境,和不同城市不造就的不同的文化.
开始时我难以接受这个现实,任性的觉得和我不同的人都是错误的.
后来发现自己错了,求同存异...
三。Toefl
接下来的日子,别想太多无足轻重的事了
U have sth bigger to handle,aren't U?
Get it started,right now!
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2008-06-15
not that poor - [memory]
what I said yesterday is shit!
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2008-06-08
6.8-mybirthday - [Diary]
今天岁数又要加一了
怎么老得这么快
好可怕
尽管已经以2开头记录自己的年龄
但在填各种各样的表格时都还是写19岁(有时写17岁)
总觉得自己没那么成熟
配不上这么大的岁数
我是真的不想长大
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yes,
never
u knowwhich is the best way
...
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2008-05-15
thepowerofthedream... - [Diary]
2008/5/15
I
madeit volunteer for the XXIXOlympiad
...
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2008-04-24
Miles Away - [memory]
struggle for what u pursue...
Miles Away
I just woke up from a fuzzy dream
You never would believe those things that I had seen
I looked in the mirror and I saw your face
You looked right through me, you were miles away
All my dreams, they fade away
I'll never be the same
If you could see me the way you see yourself
I can't pretend to be someone else
You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice when you're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles away
So far away
So far away
When no one's around and I have you here
I begin to see the picture, it becomes so clear
You always have the biggest heart
When we're six thousand miles apart
Too much of no sound
Uncomfortable silence can be so loud
Those three words are never enough
But it's long distance love
You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice when you're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles away
So far away
So far away
I'm alright, don't be sorry, but it's true
When I'm gone you'll realize
That I'm the best thing that happened to you
You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice when you're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles a-a-away...
You always love me more, miles away
I hear it in your voice when you're miles away
You're not afraid to tell me, miles away
I guess we're at our best when we're miles away
So far away -
2008-04-17
suddenly,summer - [memory]

夏天又来了
赤裸裸的阳光,烤得发晕的我
不喜欢夏天
张扬的,五颜六色的夏天
发现了新的伙伴
很开心...









